A New Start- Day 1


Today I received a revelation and it was like for a moment I was connected with me in the future.

Revelation: what I do today will on one day affect me so what I document today will one day make a difference. Although this might not seem like a big deal,  most people should know this already but most don’t. I have always tried to live one day at a time enjoying life. When I connected with the me in the future I could see the affect or help it was to myself having things documented people I meet, what they do and a little detail about them. I was in the process of doing just that when I saw my future me looking back at present me with thankful eyes. The simple action of writing things down was so powerful and that instant moment of connection is what now makes me want to write things down at the end of the day. I’m not sure if anyone will ever read this but I do pray whoever reads these words they make sense.

Today was such a powerful day it started with Pastor Stephen Hayes boy did he touch some chords today. I recently went through a conversation where it was being explained to me it is better to not expect anything but to appreciate everything. Now this conversation started because someone did not do what I expected them to do which then lead to a public outburst, hey I didn’t say I was perfect. The next day after the outburst it was explained to me that it is unfair to have expectations on people and letting things happen naturally is more fulfilling. Today Stephen mentioned that the difference between being spoiled and not is Gratefulness. Spoiled is an understatement, I have been spoiled my whole life by my parents, teachers, family and even my Heavenly Father. I thought I was grateful but maybe my expectation from all these avenues is now affecting me in a way that if people don’t do what I want them to do I get very upset with them. At times bulling them into doing things I wanted or did not want to do.  The other chord was when he mentioned God will not give us our next step until we have taken the step He has already given us. So what has God already spoken to you about?  We want to know how everything will work out first before listening to what step He is saying to take first. At the moment I hear God saying “Commitment”.

Things to Commit to:

  1. God

  2. Business

  3. Growth

Now this may change in the future I am aware of that but for now these areas are where I am feeling called to focus.